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The Grace Project And Healing My Soul

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A few years back I was asked to participate in "The Grace Project" in Chicago.  After a comedy of errors it never happened.  God knew far better than me I was by no means ready to pose topless without my breasts.  Fast forward two years later the opportunity presents itself again and although I'm extremely uncomfortable with how I look I knew I had to show up and own all of the healing "The Grace Project" would give my soul.  Of course I thought of 922 excuses to not visit with Sondra and do the project but in the end I got on the plane and I showed up.  Showing up isn't always easy after breast cancer.  You bottle up and close up because your world has so utterly changed.  I had so much fear doing this photo shoot that up until the last very moment I clasped my arms over my breasts to cover myself because I felt shame.  I know some of my inner-circle people can't for the life of themselves understand why I would subject the world to topless photos of